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Hey Bud, Im so sorry I havent been on her for ages!!! This past year has been the hardest with you gone. I dont know why but it has. As you know Britt & the kids were here & now back in Idaho. I loved having them here every minute & now its hard with them gone too. Gair & Brook are growing up so fast. They miss you like crazy though, just like the rest of us. I pray to you everyday to watch over Britt & the kids....They all still need you...just like us. I love & miss ya tons Randon!!!! Love ya more bud.
| Aunt Jeni |
Still missing you.. |
August 6, 2013 |
I wish you were still here, however, I understand why you left. I just wanted more time with you here on Earth. I love you, Rand Man!
| Grama paulie |
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February 16, 2013 |
I find at the times when I miss you the most and my tears start flowing, you always let your presence be known. Today while I was crying and missing you so bad I felt your kiss on my cheek, I felt you blow on my hair. It gave me such a peaceful feeling of being loved by you.
We shared a very special adventurious grandma/grandson kind of love. You taught me to live life and to enjoy every minute I'm alive. I taught you how to lite a camp fire, drive an automatic and a stick shift at the age of 9. I loved living out in the country because there was so much adventure for you/us there.
I better go for now because my tears are starting to fall again and I can't stop them this tie.
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Hi Bud,
I just want to let you know I love & miss you like crazy. I wish you were here so you could meet your Grandpa & Great Grandpa & Grandma..I amvery excited to finally get to meet my dad & grandparents, I just wish you were here to experience it with me. I know you will be right beside me all the way...& you helped guid me to them :) I think about you everyday! I want a Randon hug sooo bad. I am enjoying having Brittney & Gairimiah & Brooklynn living with us...I love all of them like crazy too & thank you for blessing my life with them....I promise you I will always be there for them...Love & miss you tons bud.....MORE...Love Mom .....P.s. I dont like how it titles me as Cheri Johnson & not Mom lol...I gotta figure out how to change that :)
| Aunt Jeni |
My toe |
April 24, 2012 |
Hey bud, remember that time you broke my toe while we were wrestling around and how every time you'd ask which toe was broken, I'd point it out and you'd stomp down on it? Yeah, well, the toe healed but since you've been gone every morning I awake and each night I go to sleep my heart breaks just the same as that toe and the stomp is unbearable. I love and miss you bud!!! Love, Aunt Jeni
Hey Bud,
sorry it's been a while since I have been on here. I need to update pictures of Gair n Brook on here too. I had the most amazing friend request on facebook..it was Timaree!!! She is a mommy now & her son is soooo adorable. We were talking about you guys in grade school & how cute you guys were...she is such a sweetheart...so as you watch & protect over all of us, please watch n protect over her & her family too :)
I still miss you like crazy, that will never change! I love you Randon soooo much Bud...Love Mom. " More More"
HI "BUD" I will never forget all the fun and laughter we shared. You taught me to not be afraid and to just do it! I was so scared the first time I grabed the rope and swung out then dropped into the Portnus river. You had the biggest smile and the loudest laughter I had ever seen n heard. We both had fun in the winter time sledding down my driveway. I thank you my dear grandson for all the laughter and the joy you shared with me.
I have always been very proud of you, you never disapointed mein your 21 1/2 years. You chose a fantastic group of friends that are still by my side. We all lost our best friend when God called you home. I love you and I miss you so very much. Your son is exactley like you and has no fear. Your daughter looks like you yet acts like her mom. I love them equally and they both know it. I let them put makeupon me and style my hair. We build forts and I watch them play and fight as brothers & sisters do. They are both like having you here
I love you Booter, always have & always will. I promise I will be there for your kids and Britt.
Love grama
Hey Randon, yesterday was my birthday and I found myself crying because I wanted and needed my birthday hug & kiss from you. I know you sat next to me on the couch cuz I could feel you. I miss you so very much and I can't stop crying even today. Your kids are amazing and Gair is a dare devil just like you.
Grampa and I are taking the kids to visit your resting place this Sunday. We are all going to wash your headstone and trim the grass away neatly. Then we are going to decorate with new flowers. We miss you and we love you and we always will. I'll see ya Sunday Bud so be prepared for flowers & flowers haha.
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" Happy 25th Birthday Randon "
I have been smelling your cologne alot lately 
Dad, Grama Paulette & I went to San Fransico today for your birthday. It was alot of fun & we wish you could have been there with us. Thank you for all the wonderful memories & for being an amazing son.....MORE..Love Mom
P.S. I love you soooo much Bud, & miss you like crazy 
| grama Paulie |
Happy Birthday |
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Hi Bud, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Mom Dad & I went to Chinatown today. We went to the beach, ate Tacos in a taco shop and had a blast. I even ate sushi at The Elephant Bar Resturant. Oh yeah we had a good day for you my dear sweet grandson.
I love and miss you bunches and bunches.
Love grama Paulie
Hi Bud, I know you will help Grama get settled in Heaven. Im so glad all of you are together. The broken chain has had many links added to it in a short time. I love and miss you very much, but I know you are around. we all smelled your colone in Susan's camper. Im missing your babies like crazy, and will be so glad to see them this Sunday.
I love you Bud......MORE
Love graaaaaama Paulie
"MERRY CHRISTMAS 2010"
Dear Randon,
This Christmas is a really hard one for me. Dad & I were'nt able to go to Idaho. I am missing you & the kids, Britt, Gma Paulette, Aunt Jeni, Gma J, Aunt Jan & everyone. I know you are having an amazing Christmas with Jesus & grandpa J & the rest of our loved ones in Heaven.
Gair n Brook are getting so big...Gair said we should not have bought him any presents, cuz all he wanted was us...it broke my heart.. your kids are so loving and caring. & I am so glad to be their grandma.
I love & miss you with all my heart & always will...Love ya bud!!!...More..love Mom
Hi my sweet Randon, I just had a strong urge to give you a huge hug & kiss
. Could ya feel it? LOL Well as you know Brandon rolled Nicole's truck & turned that extended cab Dodge into a mini low rider or matchbox truck. He did a number on it that's for sure. 
I know how much you want to hang with Brandon, and I thank you 4 protecting him & helping him survive so he could go home to his Nicole. I didn't yell at him I gave him a huge hug and told him I love him.
Brooklynn is now taking Ballet classes and I was able to play good guy bad guy with Gair while she did her twirling. I love those two very very very much. Thank you Randon for being my best friend, my bud, and the "apple of my eye". Love Grama Paulie
Hi randon, well Gairimiah is 6 years old today and he had his birthday dinner last night at Bamboo Garden. He ate Chinese noodels 2 big plates and some pineapple and green jello. Gair was happy because your mom & dad, Nate & Kinsey, Nicole, Grampa Dave and I were all together to celebrate his birthday eve together.
Today your kids are playing so cute at my house, we R playing resturant. Brook is serving her tea & cookies and Gair is making playdough steaks and hamburgers. Oh how I love to observe their play acting. They are so precious and dear to me and I am soaking up their make believe world while I can. It won't be long until they won't want to cuddle on the couch or sit on my lap.
I love you Randon and I will tell your adventures and the the fun times we shared to your kids. They will know what a fun loving, sensitive, loyal & loving man their daddy was.
Love Grama Paulie
Wow bud, It is three long painful yrs with out you today. In some ways its been for ever & in others it seems like it was yesterday. Im still missing you like crazy & wish you were here so bad. Gair & Brook are growing like crazy....Thank you so much for those two beautiful grandkids...they like you are the light of my life. We all love & miss you so much. You would be so happy to know that Aunt Jeni & Brittney are getting along & actually like each other now... Jeni finally realized how much Britt loves you....
Rylie is doing awsome & came through her check up with flying colors... I cant wait till we finally get to meet The amazing Steele family...Thank you for bringing them into our lives....We love you Randon MORE then words can say....Love & miss you BUD..MORE!!!,,,Love Mom
Hey Bud, wow it's been 3 years today, and I'm still in a fog. As you know I was at your grave today adding new flowers and sunflower seeds. I always take good care of you and always have. You are the apple of my eye. I feel so sorry for your mom, as she is so hurt and lost without you.
I at least get to see Gair and Brook several times a week. Your mom sees them a couple times a year. They all have a strong deep bond and oh how the love between them flows. It is so precious to watch the 3 of them together.
Brandon & Nicole are talking about taking me ICE fishing this winter. I'm not sure about this because you know that Ice and I don't get along lol.
I love and miss you Randon MORE. Love Grama Paulie
Oh Randon, I have just this past week realized that you are really gone . Aunt Pam's passing away made me realize death is final. I'm so upset because I will never see your handsome face or be able to get a boob crushing Randon hug. I miss you always call because you needed me for something. I miss your help with my Christmas lights every year.
I wish I could just lay down and sleep until the deep pain and sorrow is gone. I know it must be hard on you and Pam looking down and seeing how hurt and lost all of us are. I love you Bud, thank you for your beautiful babies who are now my best friends, and for all of your friends who still visit and help me.
I gotta go because I'm falling apart really hard and my tears are going to short out my keyboard.
Love Grama Paulie
Hi Bud, well dear as you know Britt the kids & I are leaving Saturday night for a week in Ariz. Usually when passing through Vegas I had you with me. This is going to be so strange. I know you will be with us laughing the whole time we r in Az.
I love n miss you very very much.
"Happy 4th of July Randon!"
Your baby girl is 4 today. She is growing up so fast. so is Gair. Gair is playing flag football & loves it. He has made several touchdowns & wont let go of the ball. He got a real bad bloody nose last week when the coach tried to get the ball from him & his hand hit Gair in the nose, but Gair still hung onto the ball.
Brook is going to be doing ballet, tumbling & dance. she is very excited to start.I wish I could be in Idaho with them for her birthday, but couldnt make it this year. I will see them in a few weeks when we go to Az though. Wish you were here to go with us. We all love & miss you MORE then ever. I love you Randon....MORE, Love, Mom
Hey "Bud" I'm leaving on Sat morning to go camping and fishing with Brandon and Nicole. I think they are trying to help me get over Dave Kite. I know I'm going to have fun this weekend with the two of them. I'll give them a hug from you. HAHAHA I know you think I'm going to be mushy and all gay about it. Wrong...LOL I'm cool, yeppers I'm cool.
I love you and I miss you I always have and always will. Send your mom a sign that your alright.
By for now my best friend.
Love Grama Paulie
Happy 4-20 Bud...More
Hey Bud,
I was just hopping by to wish you a Happy Easter!!! I love & miss you so much. I talked to your babies the other day, they are growing so fast & miss you so much. Thank you for the beautiful emails & the poems. you are an amazing son & always find the way to let me know you are still here.
Love ya More Randon...Love Mom
Hey Bud, I'm falling apart today and need a Randon hug really bad. As you No I gave up driving, before the police took my license. Dave is going to take me to the cemetary today so I can place St. Patrick decorations for you. HAHAHA I can put all the flowers I want at your resting place and YOU can't stop me neener neener.
I will bring you a plate of corned beef and cabbage on St. Patrick's Day. I'll go lite on the cabbage. I'm buying more sunflower seeds, so Gair n Brook can scatter them for you and grandpa Johnson. I might buy stock in sunflower seeds cause your kids and I sure spread a lot of them. Your kids are very intelligent and advanced for their young ages. I get them on Mondays and we have grama Paulie day. The next time they come over we are going to bake cookies together.
We will bring you some cookies.
Well bud I'm going to go for now, and help Dave clean out the fridge and organize the food cabinet. Gair and Brook can't fine the "good stuff" the way the cabinet is now. I love and miss you more than you will ever know. Im so sorry I wasn't there to prevent this.
Love Grama Paulie
"Happy Valentine's Day"
Hey Bud, I know you dont like Valentine's day, your just like me & Dad, saying we dont need one day a year to say "I LOVE YOU" but I just want you to know "I love you" everyday!!! MORE!!! Love, Mom
HAPPY 24Th BIRTHDAY!!!
Hey Bud so sorry this is late. Dad & I have not had internet for almost 2 months now. I love & miss ya so much....so does everyone. Gair & Brook are in Texas with Britt, please watch over them & let them return safely to Poky soon. Love ya bud...MORE..love Mom
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